1 00:01:27,660 --> 00:01:29,660 The Eye Inside 2 00:01:29,660 --> 00:01:31,660 Original title: Another voice 3 00:01:33,660 --> 00:01:35,660 Original Air Date 16- MAR- 2003 4 00:02:13,660 --> 00:02:16,500 Hey, baby! Where you goin� with that ass! 5 00:02:16,570 --> 00:02:19,670 Come here, we�re talkin� to you! 6 00:02:19,770 --> 00:02:21,370 Slow down, bitch! 7 00:02:21,370 --> 00:02:23,270 Hey, we just want to have a good time. 8 00:02:23,270 --> 00:02:24,970 You know you want some of this! 9 00:02:25,930 --> 00:02:27,750 Bitch, you know it�s gonna happen! 10 00:02:30,570 --> 00:02:31,970 Hey, Callie. It�s just us! 11 00:02:31,970 --> 00:02:33,270 Goddammit, Zach! 12 00:02:34,250 --> 00:02:37,590 Oh, shit! Callie! Callie! Callie! 13 00:02:41,190 --> 00:02:45,150 �It�s only a paper moon 14 00:02:45,150 --> 00:02:48,950 Sailing over a cardboard sea 15 00:02:48,950 --> 00:02:52,350 But it wouldn�t be make believe 16 00:02:52,350 --> 00:02:56,850 If you believed in me 17 00:02:57,350 --> 00:03:01,350 Yes, it�s only a canvas sky 18 00:03:01,650 --> 00:03:05,650 Hanging over a muslin tree 19 00:03:05,850 --> 00:03:09,150 But it wouldn�t be make believe 20 00:03:09,150 --> 00:03:13,150 If you believed in me. � 21 00:03:14,440 --> 00:03:17,910 Perfect! That�s exactly how I want it to sound in Pasadena. 22 00:03:17,910 --> 00:03:20,510 Uch! That�s just horrible! 23 00:03:21,430 --> 00:03:26,230 Baritones, someone among you was singing a �B- flat, � of all inappropriate notes. 24 00:03:26,430 --> 00:03:31,830 And, um, well, there was a certain tenor who�s sharp on the �G��a lot. 25 00:03:32,130 --> 00:03:35,630 I can only pray to Jesus you know who you are,...Evan! 26 00:03:35,730 --> 00:03:39,230 Lose the emotion, Dennis! That�s touching, but no one cares! 27 00:03:39,860 --> 00:03:44,460 Okay. Sadly for our audiences who have paid $25 to hear, 28 00:03:44,460 --> 00:03:47,060 we do not have time to work on that tonight. 29 00:03:47,240 --> 00:03:52,430 But please, and I am begging you from a place of raw desperation, 30 00:03:52,430 --> 00:03:57,430 learn your parts this weekend. For them, if not for me. 31 00:03:59,250 --> 00:04:00,850 Dismissed. 32 00:04:03,350 --> 00:04:05,980 Hey, are you going to Evan�s open house tomorrow? 33 00:04:05,980 --> 00:04:07,980 No. I�d love to, but I can�t. 34 00:04:07,980 --> 00:04:11,880 I promise, it won�t be one of those sloppy scenes where everybody ends up naked in the pool, 35 00:04:11,880 --> 00:04:15,580 and you have to deal with image of their soggy pubic hair in your mind for the rest of your life. 36 00:04:15,990 --> 00:04:17,590 Well, that�s good. 37 00:04:17,590 --> 00:04:19,990 Yeah, it�s just, I�m going away. 38 00:04:19,990 --> 00:04:22,690 Oh. Well, I�m sure he�ll have another. 39 00:04:22,690 --> 00:04:25,990 I hope so, because I�d really love to go. 40 00:04:25,990 --> 00:04:28,590 Okay. Well, see you next week. 41 00:04:36,040 --> 00:04:37,940 Shhh!!! 42 00:04:38,940 --> 00:04:42,740 Shut up. My mom is a really light sleeper. 43 00:04:42,940 --> 00:04:48,240 Sorry. That was�It was a really great one. 44 00:04:48,240 --> 00:04:50,240 It was? 45 00:04:50,240 --> 00:04:52,940 Mmm. How were yours? 46 00:04:53,590 --> 00:04:54,670 Good. 47 00:04:54,770 --> 00:04:57,270 Just good? Both? 48 00:04:58,970 --> 00:05:02,170 It was just one�but it was good. 49 00:05:05,340 --> 00:05:07,060 It was very good. 50 00:05:08,010 --> 00:05:10,110 I think we can do better. 51 00:05:16,600 --> 00:05:19,120 - Are you tired? - It�s really late. 52 00:05:20,560 --> 00:05:22,880 I was thinking I�d sleep over. 53 00:05:23,330 --> 00:05:26,170 I don�t know�I guess. 54 00:05:26,200 --> 00:05:28,080 Is that cool? 55 00:05:29,630 --> 00:05:31,690 Yeah, fuck it. 56 00:05:31,690 --> 00:05:36,290 Don�t go to the bathroom, though, �cause my mom gets up to pee like 500 times a night! 57 00:05:44,910 --> 00:05:46,760 Now I have to pee. 58 00:05:47,850 --> 00:05:51,710 Just go out the window. That�s what Nate used to do when this was his room. 59 00:05:53,470 --> 00:05:57,440 Just try to avoid the avocado tree �cause we eat those. 60 00:06:00,930 --> 00:06:02,890 Just do it. 61 00:06:09,010 --> 00:06:10,250 Almost there. 62 00:06:10,250 --> 00:06:12,250 My ass is killing me! 63 00:06:12,750 --> 00:06:14,150 Sciatica? 64 00:06:14,150 --> 00:06:19,950 No! It�s used to being nestled in a nice soft car seat for this trip! 65 00:06:22,970 --> 00:06:25,390 I just love the fresh air! 66 00:06:25,490 --> 00:06:27,490 It smells a lot like dog crap. 67 00:06:27,790 --> 00:06:28,690 We had a little dog years ago, 68 00:06:28,690 --> 00:06:34,290 a terrier we got for Nate when I was pregnant for David so he wouldn�t be jealous of the baby, y�know? 69 00:06:34,290 --> 00:06:36,290 Yippie, he called him. 70 00:06:36,290 --> 00:06:38,590 But he had some kind of a rare heart defect, 71 00:06:38,880 --> 00:06:41,090 so, the day we came home with David, 72 00:06:41,090 --> 00:06:43,590 Yippie crawled under Nate�s old bed and died! 73 00:06:46,110 --> 00:06:49,840 That�s how my last husband went. Heart defect. 74 00:06:51,750 --> 00:06:55,580 Jogged 5 miles every morning, then one day�poof! 75 00:06:56,270 --> 00:06:57,770 46 years old. 76 00:06:57,770 --> 00:06:59,470 Oh, that�s awful! 77 00:06:59,470 --> 00:07:01,470 That�s better than with my first husband. 78 00:07:01,670 --> 00:07:03,470 Melanoma at 25. 79 00:07:03,940 --> 00:07:06,780 Then it was in and out of the hospital for 10 years. 80 00:07:06,880 --> 00:07:08,780 Chemo 3 times. 81 00:07:09,360 --> 00:07:10,960 That was hard. I really loved him. 82 00:07:11,570 --> 00:07:13,470 I really loved him. 83 00:07:13,670 --> 00:07:15,270 I�m so sorry! 84 00:07:19,380 --> 00:07:21,520 When did you remarry? 85 00:07:21,720 --> 00:07:26,320 Well�there was one in between the two that died. 86 00:07:26,520 --> 00:07:28,020 He was just a dog. 87 00:07:28,120 --> 00:07:31,020 He tried to sleep with every single one of my girlfriends. 88 00:07:31,020 --> 00:07:34,720 He probably live to be a hundred! And screwing other people�s wives the whole time! 89 00:07:34,720 --> 00:07:36,720 Son of a bitch! 90 00:07:37,220 --> 00:07:38,890 Oh, I�m so sorry. 91 00:07:38,890 --> 00:07:40,890 No, it�s okay. It is funny. 92 00:07:41,950 --> 00:07:45,880 I just never thought of myself as lucky having only buried one husband before. 93 00:07:45,880 --> 00:07:49,280 Lucky, unlucky. I don�t know. 94 00:07:49,280 --> 00:07:54,280 I�m unlucky I ran through 3 husbands. I�m lucky I got to retire early off the insurance. 95 00:07:54,280 --> 00:07:56,680 I�m unlucky my son set fire to the house. 96 00:07:56,680 --> 00:07:59,480 I�m lucky I never had a urinary tract infection. 97 00:07:59,480 --> 00:08:03,380 I don�t even care if it works out fair in the end. I�m sure it doesn�t. 98 00:08:03,380 --> 00:08:06,180 I still have to haul my own ass out of bed in the morning. 99 00:08:06,180 --> 00:08:08,180 I went to this� 100 00:08:09,790 --> 00:08:11,910 I took a kind of seminar that was about that� 101 00:08:11,910 --> 00:08:14,710 Oh, EST? Lifespring? The Plan? 102 00:08:14,710 --> 00:08:15,610 The Plan. 103 00:08:15,610 --> 00:08:17,810 My daughter was into that for years. 104 00:08:17,810 --> 00:08:19,510 She was a group leader. 105 00:08:19,510 --> 00:08:22,610 She inspired thousands of people to change their lives. 106 00:08:23,150 --> 00:08:26,130 Now, she�s hoarding firearms in a compound in Montana. 107 00:08:26,130 --> 00:08:27,730 No! 108 00:08:28,440 --> 00:08:32,130 She�s always been very susceptible to group mentality. 109 00:08:32,280 --> 00:08:35,730 Maybe I could�ve given her a stronger sense of self, but, you know, 110 00:08:36,030 --> 00:08:38,990 I did my best. Some things are just genetic. 111 00:08:39,190 --> 00:08:40,890 Well, what are you going to do? 112 00:08:40,890 --> 00:08:44,090 Can�t you get some kind of a de- programmer to go in and rescue her? 113 00:08:44,190 --> 00:08:46,090 You know what? She�s an adult. 114 00:08:46,290 --> 00:08:48,090 I mean, it�s her life now. 115 00:08:48,970 --> 00:08:51,370 Maybe I screwed her up, maybe I didn�t. 116 00:08:51,700 --> 00:08:54,070 My son turned out fine. 117 00:08:54,570 --> 00:08:56,370 How are your kids? 118 00:08:56,670 --> 00:08:59,070 Fine�I think. 119 00:09:01,520 --> 00:09:05,390 I have to go. I have a job interview in two hours, and I have to shower. 120 00:09:05,390 --> 00:09:06,790 What kind of job? 121 00:09:06,790 --> 00:09:10,590 As an accountant for a chain of dry cleaners. I�ve always been good with books. 122 00:09:10,590 --> 00:09:11,890 Oooh, sounds fun! 123 00:09:11,890 --> 00:09:15,490 Oh, I know. But I need the extra income, and it�s good for me to get out of the house. 124 00:09:15,490 --> 00:09:17,490 You�re out of the house right now! 125 00:09:17,490 --> 00:09:20,390 - That�s true. - I think it�d be better to go to breakfast. 126 00:09:20,390 --> 00:09:22,990 The French Marketplace has a 3. 99 special. 127 00:09:27,840 --> 00:09:32,330 She was running from a group of boys who were whistling, 128 00:09:33,650 --> 00:09:35,750 and she got scared that they were� 129 00:09:36,990 --> 00:09:40,040 following her into a parking structure. So� 130 00:09:43,320 --> 00:09:45,530 she ran into the street. 131 00:09:46,170 --> 00:09:48,660 The car was speeding, it was dark� 132 00:09:50,710 --> 00:09:52,610 I�m so sorry. 133 00:09:52,810 --> 00:09:54,610 Did they catch the boys? 134 00:09:55,690 --> 00:09:57,690 They were the ones who called the ambulance. 135 00:10:00,230 --> 00:10:02,230 They were her friends. 136 00:10:02,800 --> 00:10:06,600 I�m sorry. I don�t quite understand. 137 00:10:06,600 --> 00:10:08,600 They were just playing around. 138 00:10:11,440 --> 00:10:13,440 They were all in a state of shock 139 00:10:14,020 --> 00:10:18,920 that a woman could be terrified by a group of men chasing her at night. 140 00:10:21,960 --> 00:10:25,230 Of course you don�t think it�s your friends! 141 00:10:28,760 --> 00:10:31,440 When they saw her running, they tried calling her name. 142 00:10:32,550 --> 00:10:34,720 But it was too late. 143 00:10:38,970 --> 00:10:40,890 It was an accident. 144 00:10:56,500 --> 00:10:58,030 I�m here with your cake. 145 00:10:58,230 --> 00:11:00,130 Thanks. Just pass it in here. 146 00:11:01,730 --> 00:11:03,110 In�where? 147 00:11:06,510 --> 00:11:07,560 Are you okay? 148 00:11:07,560 --> 00:11:11,130 I just need to have my cake in a safe, white place today. 149 00:11:11,130 --> 00:11:12,730 Did something happen? 150 00:11:13,750 --> 00:11:17,370 I had a very upsetting conference call with Kate Hudson�s people. 151 00:11:19,160 --> 00:11:23,130 It�s unbelievably demeaning to have these little girls in their $800 shoes 152 00:11:23,130 --> 00:11:26,930 who grew up watching music videos telling me what a movie is. 153 00:11:26,930 --> 00:11:29,430 I�ve been in this business for 20 years. 154 00:11:29,430 --> 00:11:33,730 I�ve worked with Stallone, Ellen Barkin, Melanie fucking Griffith! 155 00:11:34,360 --> 00:11:37,380 My work is everything to me! I haven�t even had a life! 156 00:11:37,830 --> 00:11:40,530 No, I�m on the fuckin� set, dealing with everyone else�s crisis! 157 00:11:40,530 --> 00:11:43,680 Roping in the director, firing the writer, wrangling the star! 158 00:11:43,680 --> 00:11:45,680 And who takes care of me? 159 00:11:47,460 --> 00:11:49,800 Who even wants to take care of me? 160 00:11:52,770 --> 00:11:54,880 That sounds really hard. 161 00:11:57,860 --> 00:11:59,850 Uch, it�s so bright out here! 162 00:12:03,170 --> 00:12:06,270 Careful, Lisa! These sheets are new from Pratesi! 163 00:12:06,370 --> 00:12:08,270 Do you have your cake towel? 164 00:12:08,630 --> 00:12:09,830 It�s in here. 165 00:12:11,180 --> 00:12:14,200 Okay, I�ll come back later for the cake plate. 166 00:12:14,750 --> 00:12:16,750 I still need my poopy shake at two. 167 00:12:17,170 --> 00:12:18,070 Right. 168 00:12:18,150 --> 00:12:22,160 Lisa, honey? Your husband�s car was parked again in the driveway last night. 169 00:12:22,360 --> 00:12:24,760 I don�t think he understands how much of a problem this is. 170 00:12:24,760 --> 00:12:27,360 He came home so late, I�m sure he just thought you wouldn�t need to get out. 171 00:12:27,360 --> 00:12:28,960 What if I did, though? 172 00:12:28,960 --> 00:12:29,960 You would�ve called us. 173 00:12:29,960 --> 00:12:33,460 No, I don�t want to bother you in your private time at home! No! 174 00:12:33,460 --> 00:12:37,260 - I�ll tell him. - It�s not that challenging to find street parking! 175 00:12:38,840 --> 00:12:42,040 Is it a snake? Or some kind of tropical vine? 176 00:12:42,140 --> 00:12:45,330 It�s kind of a combination of Maori Ta Moko 177 00:12:45,330 --> 00:12:49,030 and also Japanese Kanji for, like, inner wisdom, I think. 178 00:12:49,430 --> 00:12:51,030 This, right here. 179 00:12:51,030 --> 00:12:51,830 Oh, my! 180 00:12:51,830 --> 00:12:53,750 I thought you were going to an interview. 181 00:12:53,750 --> 00:12:56,550 I decided that job wasn�t really me. 182 00:12:59,950 --> 00:13:05,020 Well, there�s eggs and bacon in the fridge, and I think there are still some frozen waffles. 183 00:13:05,120 --> 00:13:07,270 Yeah, they�ve been there since like 1992. 184 00:13:07,270 --> 00:13:09,280 That�s not true! They�re perfectly fresh. 185 00:13:09,280 --> 00:13:10,980 I�ll take a waffle. 186 00:13:23,710 --> 00:13:27,280 Let�s say�you�ve just met someone, 187 00:13:27,730 --> 00:13:32,530 a month or so ago, and after a few weeks of exchanging messages, 188 00:13:32,950 --> 00:13:36,650 you finally get together for a nice activity, like a hike, for example, 189 00:13:36,650 --> 00:13:40,150 and you have a delightful time, and you think the other person did too. 190 00:13:40,750 --> 00:13:44,050 How long would you wait to call the person to set up another date? 191 00:13:44,670 --> 00:13:45,870 Who called who first? 192 00:13:45,870 --> 00:13:47,360 Is this another boyfriend? 193 00:13:47,360 --> 00:13:50,460 No, it is not! And I don�t appreciate that tone. 194 00:13:52,990 --> 00:13:54,590 I did originally. 195 00:13:54,890 --> 00:13:57,690 Wait. It�s his turn. 196 00:13:59,180 --> 00:14:02,580 It�s really bad to be, like, begging for it. 197 00:14:07,910 --> 00:14:11,340 The waffles are in the toaster. Nice to meet you, dear. 198 00:14:16,510 --> 00:14:19,730 You don�t want to eat those. I can make you some toast. 199 00:14:19,730 --> 00:14:22,830 That�s okay. I�ll grab something on the way to work. 200 00:14:22,830 --> 00:14:25,230 Oh, do you want to see �A Clockwork Orange� tomorrow night? 201 00:14:25,230 --> 00:14:28,630 I�ve never seen it, and Russell says it�s like mandatory viewing for all humans. 202 00:14:30,200 --> 00:14:32,220 I can�t. We�re playing at The Snell. 203 00:14:32,850 --> 00:14:35,450 Really? What time do you guys go on? 204 00:14:35,550 --> 00:14:38,050 We probably won�t start till, like, 11� 205 00:14:39,400 --> 00:14:41,940 But it may not be that fun for you. 206 00:14:41,940 --> 00:14:44,340 I have these other friends coming who you don�t know� 207 00:14:44,340 --> 00:14:46,040 So, can�t I meet them? 208 00:14:46,490 --> 00:14:48,090 I don�t�think you really want to. 209 00:14:52,480 --> 00:14:55,650 But Friday�s awesome, if you want to see the movie then. 210 00:14:55,650 --> 00:14:58,450 No, it�s only tomorrow. Friday�s �Eyes Wide Shut. � 211 00:14:58,450 --> 00:14:59,950 Do you want to see that? 212 00:15:00,540 --> 00:15:02,140 I did. 213 00:15:02,870 --> 00:15:07,970 Okay, so�we�ll do something else. 214 00:15:13,340 --> 00:15:17,290 �Private balconies, invigorating pool and Jacuzzis, gourmet cuisine, 215 00:15:17,290 --> 00:15:19,960 and an array of activities are just some of the pleasures 216 00:15:19,960 --> 00:15:24,220 awaiting our guests at the romantic refuge that is Los Lomos. � 217 00:15:24,220 --> 00:15:26,220 I hope there�s shuffleboard. 218 00:15:26,720 --> 00:15:28,220 I�m serious! 219 00:15:28,220 --> 00:15:31,830 They had it at this place in Santa Barbara my parents used to take us when we were kids. 220 00:15:31,830 --> 00:15:34,130 I really had a knack for it. 221 00:15:34,130 --> 00:15:36,230 It�s the only thing I could ever beat Nate at. 222 00:15:36,230 --> 00:15:40,170 �The picturesque village nearby offers visitors sophisticated restaurants, 223 00:15:40,170 --> 00:15:43,370 art galleries, antique and specialty shops. � 224 00:15:43,370 --> 00:15:46,470 I just want to sit by the pool and drink Pina Coladas all day. 225 00:15:47,370 --> 00:15:50,210 �If you like Pina Coladas, 226 00:15:50,830 --> 00:15:53,230 and getting caught in the� Whoops! 227 00:15:53,300 --> 00:15:54,420 Does that count? 228 00:15:54,420 --> 00:15:55,820 - Yes, it does. - But I stopped! 229 00:15:55,820 --> 00:15:58,220 - You owe me a dollar! - I stopped! 230 00:15:58,590 --> 00:15:59,820 All right, 50 cents. 231 00:15:59,950 --> 00:16:03,470 I should get a dollar every time you say the word �calorie� or �carb. � 232 00:16:03,470 --> 00:16:04,870 How often do I say those? 233 00:16:04,870 --> 00:16:06,670 A lot! More than I sing. 234 00:16:06,670 --> 00:16:08,070 I don�t think so. 235 00:16:57,360 --> 00:17:00,030 - Whatcha doin�? - Pumping. 236 00:17:05,540 --> 00:17:08,990 Thanks for helping me feel even sexier than I already do at this moment. 237 00:17:11,850 --> 00:17:13,640 You�re crazy. 238 00:17:13,740 --> 00:17:16,340 You couldn�t be more beautiful. You�re like a fountain of life. 239 00:17:19,580 --> 00:17:21,150 Is she still sleeping? 240 00:17:21,380 --> 00:17:23,400 What, Carol slip in here and give her some cognac? 241 00:17:23,400 --> 00:17:27,000 Hardly. She missed her early nap because I had to use the blender all morning. 242 00:17:27,000 --> 00:17:29,400 - Where did you park? - In the street. 243 00:17:29,830 --> 00:17:31,680 And she could�ve totally gotten out this morning. 244 00:17:31,680 --> 00:17:33,380 Of course. The reality is, 245 00:17:33,380 --> 00:17:37,080 she has trouble driving in reverse, so it makes her nervous having cars in the driveway. 246 00:17:37,680 --> 00:17:40,380 she just doesn�t want people to think she drives an American car. 247 00:17:40,380 --> 00:17:42,980 Whatever. Let�s do our part for peace. 248 00:18:02,580 --> 00:18:03,910 �Hi, homos! � 249 00:18:03,910 --> 00:18:06,110 �That�s my son! You can�t have him! � 250 00:18:06,110 --> 00:18:07,610 �Fudgepackers! � 251 00:18:07,610 --> 00:18:08,710 �Pillow biters! � 252 00:18:08,710 --> 00:18:10,710 �God, I thought this was a family place! � 253 00:18:10,710 --> 00:18:11,810 �Butt pirates! � 254 00:18:11,810 --> 00:18:13,110 �Twinkle toes! � 255 00:18:13,110 --> 00:18:14,710 �Faggoty- ass faggots! � 256 00:18:36,740 --> 00:18:38,930 Here�s some shade for you right here, honey. 257 00:18:53,590 --> 00:18:56,840 Oh, don�t worry about him! He can sleep through a dirty bomb! 258 00:18:56,840 --> 00:18:59,430 - You don�t have to get up. - Please, I need the exercise. 259 00:18:59,430 --> 00:19:02,930 All we�ve done since we�ve gotten here is eat, and the food�s not even that good. 260 00:19:03,130 --> 00:19:04,800 Oh, that�s too bad. 261 00:19:04,800 --> 00:19:07,750 But I heard the girl who does the aqua hip- hop class is terrific! 262 00:19:07,750 --> 00:19:09,950 If you can get yourself into the pool at 7:30 in the morning. 263 00:19:09,950 --> 00:19:12,550 - Thanks for the tip. - I�m Sheila, by the way. 264 00:19:12,880 --> 00:19:14,180 Hi. 265 00:19:21,230 --> 00:19:22,930 Hey, smile! 266 00:19:24,420 --> 00:19:26,310 So you ready for your Pina Colada? 267 00:19:26,310 --> 00:19:28,510 God, no. Then they�ll really know we�re gay! 268 00:19:28,510 --> 00:19:29,910 We can�t have that. 269 00:19:29,910 --> 00:19:32,410 I just think people here are a little uncomfortable with it. 270 00:19:32,410 --> 00:19:35,510 Oh, yeah? Like who? Wasn�t that lady over there nice to you? 271 00:19:35,510 --> 00:19:38,210 Yes, we have an aerobics date tomorrow morning, and then afterwards 272 00:19:38,210 --> 00:19:39,960 we�re all going to the beauty parlor. 273 00:19:39,960 --> 00:19:42,260 I�ll just take a beer. Not Lite. 274 00:19:42,880 --> 00:19:46,170 - Hey, would you mind taking a picture of us? - No problem. 275 00:19:52,110 --> 00:19:53,810 Smile! 276 00:19:55,650 --> 00:19:59,940 Oh, no, I�m glad you called. I was on the verge of getting an impulse haircut! 277 00:19:59,940 --> 00:20:01,640 Those never work out. 278 00:20:01,640 --> 00:20:04,240 Who do you use? I have to find someone new. 279 00:20:04,440 --> 00:20:05,840 I just go to Supercuts. 280 00:20:06,110 --> 00:20:08,840 You can�t do that! Bettina! 281 00:20:09,100 --> 00:20:11,900 A woman�s hair is the gateway to her sensuality. 282 00:20:12,310 --> 00:20:14,410 Not the hair on her head, honey! 283 00:20:16,820 --> 00:20:18,220 What do you think? 284 00:20:18,470 --> 00:20:21,370 - I think you should try it on. - No, no, it�s for you. 285 00:20:21,860 --> 00:20:23,960 that�s not exactly my style. 286 00:20:24,190 --> 00:20:30,040 Sweetie, I say this with a heart full of love, but your style could use a tiny shot of adrenaline. 287 00:20:30,040 --> 00:20:32,040 I like a classic look. 288 00:20:32,040 --> 00:20:34,440 Try it. Just for fun. 289 00:20:38,600 --> 00:20:40,370 Niiiice! 290 00:20:40,370 --> 00:20:43,070 I don�t know. Isn�t it a little trendy? 291 00:20:43,070 --> 00:20:45,370 Are you kidding me? It�s perfect! 292 00:20:46,080 --> 00:20:48,680 And 30% off! 293 00:20:50,190 --> 00:20:54,090 Okay, now try the gold silk number. 294 00:20:59,970 --> 00:21:02,830 I�m so psyched for Valerie Doane. Her sculpture is amazing. 295 00:21:02,830 --> 00:21:05,430 You didn�t hear? She�s not coming this semester. 296 00:21:05,630 --> 00:21:07,730 What do you mean? That�s the whole reason I took this course! 297 00:21:07,730 --> 00:21:10,700 Yeah, I know. You and everybody. But she got some kind of travel grant, 298 00:21:10,700 --> 00:21:14,000 so she�s in Israel and now we have some other guy coming. 299 00:21:14,000 --> 00:21:17,100 That sucks! This place is fucking lame! 300 00:21:17,100 --> 00:21:18,720 It�s just one class. 301 00:21:18,720 --> 00:21:21,920 I know, but nothing�s turning out to be as good as it looked in the catalog. 302 00:21:25,640 --> 00:21:27,040 Who�s this other guy? 303 00:21:27,040 --> 00:21:28,740 Oliver Something Something. 304 00:21:28,740 --> 00:21:30,740 It�s Olivier Castro- Staal. 305 00:21:30,940 --> 00:21:32,740 He�s supposed to be awesome. 306 00:21:33,040 --> 00:21:35,940 Really? �Cause I heard he was kind of on his own trip. 307 00:21:35,940 --> 00:21:38,640 Well, Valerie Doane is incoherent. 308 00:21:38,640 --> 00:21:41,740 I took a seminar with her at BAMF. It was garbage. 309 00:21:51,190 --> 00:21:52,690 Was that him? 310 00:21:59,300 --> 00:22:02,180 This is the wrong room! Are you here for �Form in Space�? 311 00:22:02,180 --> 00:22:03,280 This is the right room. 312 00:22:03,280 --> 00:22:04,780 It�s supposed to be a studio class. 313 00:22:04,780 --> 00:22:06,480 The catalog said �lecture. � 314 00:22:06,480 --> 00:22:08,480 Well, that�s bullshit. 315 00:22:09,200 --> 00:22:13,400 I don�t do lectures, so this is going to be a studio class. 316 00:22:14,480 --> 00:22:19,670 If anyone needs a lecture for whatever reason people have for these things, then go now. 317 00:22:19,670 --> 00:22:21,270 I won�t be offended. 318 00:22:24,970 --> 00:22:26,470 Oh, you can just talk. 319 00:22:26,670 --> 00:22:30,870 Um�I need a lecture to balance out my course load. 320 00:22:31,070 --> 00:22:32,170 Okay. 321 00:22:34,320 --> 00:22:36,690 We�re going to make art in this class. 322 00:22:37,610 --> 00:22:40,710 And in the end, I�ll put �lecture� on the forms for people who need lecture 323 00:22:40,710 --> 00:22:43,710 and �studio� on the forms for people who need studio. And that�s it. 324 00:22:44,230 --> 00:22:49,230 If this upsets your sense of order, then you can go now. I won�t be offended. 325 00:22:49,850 --> 00:22:53,750 But go now, so we don�t have to deal with ambivalence in this room. 326 00:22:53,750 --> 00:22:55,750 Ambivalence is poison for art. 327 00:22:55,750 --> 00:22:59,550 If I ever see anyone tormented over some decision, this way or that way, 328 00:22:59,550 --> 00:23:03,250 I will be offended and I will throw you out, for the sake of the class. 329 00:23:09,940 --> 00:23:13,350 Good. That was a bad vibe. 330 00:23:13,860 --> 00:23:18,690 Okay, there are no easels in this stupid room,so everyone get on the floor! 331 00:23:19,640 --> 00:23:21,240 Get on the floor! 332 00:23:23,010 --> 00:23:24,550 Do you have your drawing pads? 333 00:23:24,550 --> 00:23:27,050 We thought this was a lecture class. 334 00:23:29,710 --> 00:23:31,330 Take one and pass it. 335 00:23:31,860 --> 00:23:35,700 If you have a pencil, you�re lucky. If you only have a pen, you�re luckier. 336 00:23:36,330 --> 00:23:39,790 All right, you have five minutes to draw a picture of the day in your life 337 00:23:40,340 --> 00:23:42,440 that was the most horrible. 338 00:23:44,640 --> 00:23:45,440 Go! 339 00:23:45,440 --> 00:23:47,740 Wait, what do you mean, � a picture of the day�? 340 00:23:47,740 --> 00:23:49,240 Go, I said! 341 00:24:00,070 --> 00:24:01,640 She juiced yet? 342 00:24:01,640 --> 00:24:04,640 Yeah, just about. Hey, you file that certificate? 343 00:24:04,640 --> 00:24:06,340 Claire�s gonna do it tomorrow. 344 00:24:07,440 --> 00:24:09,440 Stupid kids. 345 00:24:10,860 --> 00:24:13,160 Doesn�t it seem like she really sort of panicked, though? 346 00:24:13,490 --> 00:24:15,490 Maybe something happened to her before� 347 00:24:16,250 --> 00:24:17,350 I don�t know. 348 00:24:18,210 --> 00:24:20,510 You know, Vanessa gets scared all the time. 349 00:24:21,020 --> 00:24:23,020 Even when she�s out with the kids, she gets it. 350 00:24:23,020 --> 00:24:24,220 Ask Lisa. 351 00:24:24,220 --> 00:24:25,620 I�m not sure Lisa gets it that much. 352 00:24:25,620 --> 00:24:28,170 I mean, she doesn�t wear high heels or tight skirts or anything. 353 00:24:28,170 --> 00:24:31,570 Vanessa says she gets it even when she�s wearing her big fat sweatpants. 354 00:24:32,020 --> 00:24:33,770 But, you know, she�s pretty hot. 355 00:24:34,270 --> 00:24:35,770 Lisa�s hot. 356 00:24:35,770 --> 00:24:39,170 Yeah, L- Lisa�s hot. I just 357 00:24:39,170 --> 00:24:41,270 I don�t want to talk about your wife like that. 358 00:24:41,870 --> 00:24:44,670 When does it stop sounding weird that someone�s your wife? 359 00:24:44,870 --> 00:24:48,170 Vanessa felt like my wife already when we were 16 years old. 360 00:24:50,730 --> 00:24:52,030 Hey, listen, Nate, 361 00:24:52,030 --> 00:24:56,230 the first year of marriage, for most people, is the hardest, 362 00:24:56,330 --> 00:24:58,430 especially with a baby on top, too. 363 00:24:58,630 --> 00:25:00,330 That can be tough for anyone. 364 00:25:01,370 --> 00:25:02,840 It�s great. 365 00:25:03,510 --> 00:25:04,910 It is! I�m totally into it! 366 00:25:04,910 --> 00:25:08,210 Alright, I�m just saying�y�know, even if sometimes you�re not. 367 00:25:09,050 --> 00:25:10,450 that�s normal. 368 00:25:10,450 --> 00:25:11,950 I�m into it. 369 00:25:33,720 --> 00:25:35,320 Come in. 370 00:25:42,010 --> 00:25:43,630 Are you feeling better? 371 00:25:44,590 --> 00:25:45,790 You�re a little late with this. 372 00:25:45,790 --> 00:25:49,090 I had to go and get more Psyllium. 373 00:25:50,330 --> 00:25:53,050 Oh, God! The baby�s here. 374 00:25:53,050 --> 00:25:56,450 I�m sorry. We haven�t quite figured out the childcare thing. 375 00:25:56,450 --> 00:25:59,250 I tried to call Nate�s mom, but I guess she was hurt when 376 00:25:59,250 --> 00:26:01,650 I got so angry about the peanut butter, 377 00:26:01,750 --> 00:26:03,650 but it really could have made Maya sick� 378 00:26:04,050 --> 00:26:08,450 Sweetie, I�m sorry. You know I love your little girl, and Nate�s fine. 379 00:26:08,450 --> 00:26:11,050 But I just, I can�t get into all this. 380 00:26:11,550 --> 00:26:14,550 Okay. Let�s talk about dinner. 381 00:26:15,680 --> 00:26:19,480 Marlo�s assistant said she is only eating raw foods at the moment. 382 00:26:19,480 --> 00:26:25,580 I really feel...that you are not being sensitive...to me at all. 383 00:26:26,520 --> 00:26:28,620 I�m sorry. I thought you wanted to talk about dinner. 384 00:26:28,620 --> 00:26:31,820 God, Lisa! I mean, 385 00:26:31,920 --> 00:26:35,620 I�ve obviously had a very difficult morning, and you�re all about your own agenda. 386 00:26:35,620 --> 00:26:36,520 I didn�t mean� 387 00:26:36,520 --> 00:26:39,320 You�re rushing me through the menu so you can go deal with your baby. 388 00:26:39,480 --> 00:26:41,720 She�s fine. I don�t have to deal with her at all right now. 389 00:26:41,820 --> 00:26:46,420 Well, I really felt it earlier when I was in a lot of pain, 390 00:26:46,950 --> 00:26:50,050 but the baby was crying, and that was clearly your priority. 391 00:26:50,050 --> 00:26:51,450 No one was watching her. 392 00:26:51,450 --> 00:26:54,750 That is not my problem! 393 00:26:55,970 --> 00:26:59,670 When I hired you for this job, you were totally unencumbered. 394 00:26:59,670 --> 00:27:04,970 And now, now there�s Nate and his dirty car and the...her! And her needs, and... 395 00:27:04,970 --> 00:27:07,530 Nate and the baby have not affected my cooking at all. 396 00:27:07,530 --> 00:27:11,330 They have affected your ability to support me emotionally! 397 00:27:11,530 --> 00:27:13,230 And you live in my house!! 398 00:27:13,230 --> 00:27:15,830 What do you suggest I do? Put Maya up for adoption? 399 00:27:16,990 --> 00:27:18,490 Oh, I�ve discussed this with my therapist, 400 00:27:18,490 --> 00:27:22,790 and she�s very concerned by the way that I allow you to treat me, because� 401 00:27:22,790 --> 00:27:23,790 Oh my God! 402 00:27:23,790 --> 00:27:28,990 �I require, and I fucking deserve, a lot more attention, and you know what? 403 00:27:29,590 --> 00:27:32,190 I will not feel ashamed about that! 404 00:27:33,380 --> 00:27:35,790 If I had known you were hiring me to be your fucking wet nurse, 405 00:27:35,790 --> 00:27:37,890 I would�ve asked for health insurance! 406 00:27:38,590 --> 00:27:42,690 Where are you going? Lisa? Lisa? 407 00:27:42,690 --> 00:27:44,490 Lisa, goddammit!!! 408 00:27:44,820 --> 00:27:48,420 The moment was of when my friend ODed. 409 00:27:54,190 --> 00:27:56,590 Write down on a piece of paper your favorite artist. 410 00:27:58,540 --> 00:28:00,440 In fact, everyone do this. 411 00:28:05,600 --> 00:28:07,400 Is it Kandinsky? 412 00:28:08,970 --> 00:28:10,370 Let�s see. 413 00:28:12,330 --> 00:28:17,230 Because you�re using Kandinsky�s language here. It�s the same with most of these drawings. 414 00:28:17,980 --> 00:28:22,480 We despise ourselves so much that we consider our own point of view as trivial, 415 00:28:22,480 --> 00:28:25,580 but that�s bullshit! That�s your father talking, 416 00:28:25,580 --> 00:28:28,180 or whatever bad teachers you had before me. 417 00:28:29,220 --> 00:28:32,620 You, with the red hair, who did you write? Hopper? 418 00:28:33,210 --> 00:28:35,210 No. I wrote Modigliani. 419 00:28:35,210 --> 00:28:36,410 Were you lying? 420 00:28:36,410 --> 00:28:40,310 No, but I also wrote Nan Goldin, because I�m really more into photography� 421 00:28:40,690 --> 00:28:43,210 When did you see the Hopper show at MOCA? 422 00:28:45,090 --> 00:28:47,850 - Last week. - Okay, that�s exactly what I�m saying. 423 00:28:47,850 --> 00:28:51,150 She sees 50 paintings by Hopper, she starts to draw like him, 424 00:28:51,150 --> 00:28:55,150 because it�s easier than drawing from the eye inside. 425 00:28:55,730 --> 00:28:59,140 Yeah, but artists get influenced by art. That�s part of the process. 426 00:28:59,140 --> 00:29:03,140 Until you locate the inside eye, it�s all bullshit. 427 00:29:03,140 --> 00:29:04,640 It�s like a coloring book. 428 00:29:04,640 --> 00:29:07,440 Every work you make has to be a surprise to the Earth, 429 00:29:07,440 --> 00:29:10,240 a seeing that never happened before. 430 00:29:10,540 --> 00:29:13,940 Because it�s what happens when exactly what is inside of you 431 00:29:13,970 --> 00:29:16,840 confronts exactly what is outside of you. 432 00:29:19,770 --> 00:29:21,070 Okay, next. 433 00:29:23,690 --> 00:29:29,190 Definitely! And the black suit, and the cocktail dress. 434 00:29:29,190 --> 00:29:30,990 Oh, I�m not buying anything. 435 00:29:30,990 --> 00:29:33,290 - Why not? - Nothing was perfect. 436 00:29:34,380 --> 00:29:35,970 Nothing in life is perfect. 437 00:29:35,970 --> 00:29:38,370 Well, that makes it easy to stay within a budget. 438 00:29:39,210 --> 00:29:42,900 If you don�t buy this black suit, I�m gonna buy it for you! 439 00:29:43,750 --> 00:29:47,850 That is the sweetest thing I�ve ever heard! But I�d just return it and give you the money. 440 00:29:49,680 --> 00:29:52,980 Fine! I�m gonna go back for the sandals. 441 00:29:58,280 --> 00:29:59,470 Where did you find this? 442 00:29:59,470 --> 00:30:02,170 Oh, just leave that there. They�ll take care of it for you. 443 00:30:02,170 --> 00:30:04,870 I know, but it seems so rude. 444 00:30:07,940 --> 00:30:10,040 Wonderful color for you! 445 00:30:10,240 --> 00:30:11,340 How much? 446 00:30:12,280 --> 00:30:13,680 Too much. 447 00:30:14,870 --> 00:30:16,440 What are you doing? 448 00:30:16,440 --> 00:30:18,240 It�s one of my little pleasures. 449 00:30:19,560 --> 00:30:25,160 It�s only fair. If they�re gonna charge $350 for a piece of fabric that costs $20 to make, 450 00:30:25,160 --> 00:30:27,860 they should lose a few! Do you want one? 451 00:30:27,860 --> 00:30:29,860 I certainly do not! 452 00:30:32,060 --> 00:30:36,260 It would be a great help to me if you tried to look a little less suspicious. 453 00:30:37,930 --> 00:30:42,450 Fortunately, women our age are invisible, so we can really get away with murder. 454 00:30:53,890 --> 00:30:55,040 What? 455 00:30:55,230 --> 00:30:58,430 I don�t want to go to this stupid fiesta barbecue. 456 00:30:58,860 --> 00:31:00,460 Oh, come on, it�ll be fun. 457 00:31:00,660 --> 00:31:05,060 What�s fun about standing around a pool with a bunch of straight people shaking maracas? 458 00:31:05,240 --> 00:31:06,740 There�s gonna be a mariachi band. 459 00:31:06,740 --> 00:31:08,840 Why can�t there be just one other gay couple? 460 00:31:08,840 --> 00:31:11,140 Some lesbians from the Bay Area? 461 00:31:11,510 --> 00:31:13,320 Hey, that kid in the pool was gay. 462 00:31:13,730 --> 00:31:15,330 The 11- year- old? 463 00:31:15,970 --> 00:31:18,670 Oh, David, relax! You�re letting this matter too much. 464 00:31:18,670 --> 00:31:22,870 Well, I�m sorry, but sometimes I just get exhausted by the running commentary 465 00:31:22,870 --> 00:31:25,070 in my head all day long about how to be. 466 00:31:25,450 --> 00:31:28,050 �Is this shirt too tight? � �Is that gesture too flamboyant? � 467 00:31:28,050 --> 00:31:30,350 �Who am I offending just by being here? � 468 00:31:30,350 --> 00:31:34,750 Maybe you�re beyond all that, but I would�ve thought you�d at least understand. 469 00:31:37,420 --> 00:31:40,070 It would just be nice on vacation to not have to deal with that. 470 00:31:40,270 --> 00:31:44,270 So don�t. Offend people! Who cares? We paid for our room, right? 471 00:31:46,510 --> 00:31:48,070 I can�t just turn it on and off. 472 00:31:48,070 --> 00:31:49,870 Well, maybe you should try. 473 00:31:49,870 --> 00:31:51,970 No one gets a break from their reality, ya know? 474 00:31:57,340 --> 00:31:59,540 Mexican food gives me the runs. 475 00:31:59,540 --> 00:32:01,140 And what about what Frank said? 476 00:32:01,760 --> 00:32:03,660 It makes me feel like I have the runs. 477 00:32:03,660 --> 00:32:06,660 No, about us being less isolated. 478 00:32:14,290 --> 00:32:16,290 I�m not doing a limbo contest. 479 00:32:16,850 --> 00:32:18,550 - That�s Hawaiian. - Well, good. 480 00:32:18,550 --> 00:32:22,550 But if there is one, you�d be a fool not to enter it. You know you�d win that thing. 481 00:32:27,080 --> 00:32:29,550 It makes you look 20. Get it. 482 00:32:29,550 --> 00:32:30,950 Do I want to look 20? 483 00:32:30,950 --> 00:32:33,150 Okay, it makes you look 30! 484 00:32:34,170 --> 00:32:36,600 For $15, I could buy a bag of groceries. 485 00:32:36,700 --> 00:32:40,500 Oh, yeah? But a bag of groceries doesn�t make you want to look at yourself! 486 00:32:41,470 --> 00:32:45,570 Excuse me? Excuse me? I�d like to get this. 487 00:32:47,040 --> 00:32:50,640 �Flirtation. � Let me see if we have any left. It�s very popular. 488 00:32:53,850 --> 00:32:55,350 We may be out. 489 00:32:56,830 --> 00:32:58,430 Oh, she found it! 490 00:32:58,430 --> 00:33:02,230 No, no, sorry, wrong one. Keep looking. 491 00:33:09,600 --> 00:33:11,000 We�re all sold out. 492 00:33:11,030 --> 00:33:13,700 Oh, all right then. Thank you so much. 493 00:33:14,400 --> 00:33:15,700 Bye. 494 00:33:44,640 --> 00:33:47,590 David! Salsa! Come on! 495 00:33:47,590 --> 00:33:50,190 Well, what do we want to do for dinner? Go to that cheesy town? 496 00:33:50,190 --> 00:33:52,690 It�s just a bunch of outlet malls and chain restaurants. 497 00:33:52,690 --> 00:33:55,690 The room service menu looked like heaven. 498 00:33:56,830 --> 00:33:57,930 Good, let�s go. 499 00:33:57,930 --> 00:34:00,830 And if we don�t have to drive, we can get really drunk! 500 00:34:12,100 --> 00:34:13,200 What�s going on? 501 00:34:13,200 --> 00:34:15,300 I quit. We have to move. 502 00:34:15,300 --> 00:34:17,000 Whoa, whoa, whoa�what? 503 00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:20,570 I would rather live on the street and beg for rice with a bowl 504 00:34:20,570 --> 00:34:22,770 than spend one more night under this roof! 505 00:34:26,830 --> 00:34:29,230 All right, what, what happened? 506 00:34:30,710 --> 00:34:34,640 She just unleashed so much insanity at us. 507 00:34:35,480 --> 00:34:38,680 It�s not good for Maya to be around that kind of hostile dementia. 508 00:34:38,960 --> 00:34:41,560 If that�s what I�d wanted for her, I�d be living with my mother! 509 00:34:41,670 --> 00:34:43,670 I�m not sure Maya�s really that in touch with� 510 00:34:43,670 --> 00:34:45,670 She�s very absorbent! 511 00:34:45,670 --> 00:34:47,070 Okay. 512 00:34:51,630 --> 00:34:54,430 I kind of wish we could have talked this through before you quit. 513 00:34:56,780 --> 00:34:57,780 Did you actually quit? 514 00:34:57,780 --> 00:35:01,080 Yes, I actually quit! We have to leave tomorrow morning! 515 00:35:09,320 --> 00:35:12,120 So, what were you thinking, that we�d go stay at my mom�s, I guess? 516 00:35:12,530 --> 00:35:14,130 Well, yeah, for now. 517 00:35:14,130 --> 00:35:16,730 It�s not the worst thing that could ever happen, is it? 518 00:35:17,430 --> 00:35:18,730 No. 519 00:35:19,800 --> 00:35:21,800 It�s not the best thing that ever happened either. 520 00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:25,800 I�m sorry. I snapped. My humanity just rose up. 521 00:35:29,820 --> 00:35:31,020 Come here. 522 00:35:35,540 --> 00:35:37,120 It�s alright. 523 00:35:41,920 --> 00:35:44,470 OH MY GOD!!! 524 00:35:46,810 --> 00:35:49,270 These walls are like paper. 525 00:35:51,630 --> 00:35:54,950 So fucking what? We�re on vacation, dammit! 526 00:35:55,150 --> 00:35:57,250 YEAH, WE�RE GAY IN HERE!!! 527 00:35:58,700 --> 00:36:03,100 COME ON, COWBOY!! BRING IT ON HOME!!! WA- HOO!! 528 00:36:03,100 --> 00:36:07,100 WE�RE HAVING SOME HOT MAN- ON- MAN LOVE ACTION!! 529 00:36:09,250 --> 00:36:12,350 HALLELUJAH! HALLELUJAH!!! 530 00:36:12,400 --> 00:36:15,710 Hold it, hold it, hold it. You sing, I sing. 531 00:36:15,810 --> 00:36:22,810 BABY, EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT/UPTIGHT, OUT OF SIGHT 532 00:36:30,040 --> 00:36:33,940 I�M A POOR MAN�S SON FROM ACROSS THE RAILROAD TRACKS 533 00:36:33,940 --> 00:36:37,240 THE ONLY SHIRT I HAVE IS HANGING ON MY BACK 534 00:36:37,240 --> 00:36:40,840 BUT I�M THE ENVY OF EV�RY SINGLE GUY 535 00:36:40,840 --> 00:36:44,140 �CAUSE I�M THE APPLE OF MY MAN�S EYE 536 00:36:44,140 --> 00:36:48,140 HE SAYS BABY, EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT� 537 00:36:55,000 --> 00:36:56,810 Oh, you�re losing your pillow. 538 00:37:02,230 --> 00:37:03,840 Oh, dammit! 539 00:37:03,840 --> 00:37:05,840 Would you be careful? 540 00:37:05,840 --> 00:37:07,240 Sorry. 541 00:37:07,240 --> 00:37:08,640 Lisa, you�re carrying too much. 542 00:37:08,640 --> 00:37:11,540 It�s fine. I just didn�t realize how tall it was. 543 00:37:17,410 --> 00:37:19,310 I don�t know how much of David�s furniture you need, 544 00:37:19,310 --> 00:37:22,010 but he has some lovely pieces stored in the garage. 545 00:37:22,010 --> 00:37:25,010 We don�t really have anything, just that rocking chair� 546 00:37:27,990 --> 00:37:31,090 It�s a much better space than Carol�s. It�s bigger. 547 00:37:31,640 --> 00:37:34,140 Yeah. There�s no kitchen. 548 00:37:34,140 --> 00:37:37,140 I told Lisa, you�re welcome to cook in the house whenever you�d like. 549 00:37:37,140 --> 00:37:38,440 Thanks. 550 00:37:38,440 --> 00:37:39,940 It won�t be for too long, Ruth. 551 00:37:39,940 --> 00:37:41,640 I�m happy to have you. 552 00:37:44,710 --> 00:37:46,670 Ruth, you can pick her up. 553 00:37:59,050 --> 00:38:00,450 That�s nice lipstick, Mom. 554 00:38:00,650 --> 00:38:02,650 Why, thank you, dear. It�s new. 555 00:38:15,380 --> 00:38:17,360 When you�re done, put down your charcoal. 556 00:38:22,020 --> 00:38:25,330 Okay. This is it. 557 00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:31,300 Can you see why this is good? 558 00:38:35,270 --> 00:38:36,910 Because it�s in her own language. 559 00:38:36,910 --> 00:38:41,410 Yes, but the way I tell if something is good is� 560 00:38:42,200 --> 00:38:43,900 does it make me want to throw up? 561 00:38:43,900 --> 00:38:46,500 This drawing instantly makes me feel nauseous. 562 00:38:46,600 --> 00:38:51,700 You can tell if something is truthful, even if you don�t understand it, if it affects your body. 563 00:38:52,270 --> 00:38:56,270 Your liver and your bowels are more important as an artist than your eyes, 564 00:38:56,270 --> 00:38:58,770 because they are so far away from your brain. 565 00:38:59,650 --> 00:39:02,450 I don�t know. I think it seems kind of obvious. 566 00:39:03,250 --> 00:39:05,250 Because you�re embarrassed by yourself. 567 00:39:07,370 --> 00:39:10,970 In the beginning, if you hate something, it�s good, 568 00:39:11,200 --> 00:39:13,900 because you don�t recognize the beauty of your own truth. 569 00:39:14,100 --> 00:39:18,500 You�re used to being a normal, pathetic human who does only what other people want. 570 00:39:18,770 --> 00:39:21,970 But what the other people really want is to fuck you 571 00:39:22,530 --> 00:39:26,730 and to make money off of you and to hang you in the living room with the fancy security system. 572 00:39:27,070 --> 00:39:34,070 Like this! Who did you make this to please? Me? Your mother, your boyfriend? 573 00:39:35,110 --> 00:39:37,110 Does anyone feel sick from this? 574 00:39:37,480 --> 00:39:39,880 No! So who the fuck cares? 575 00:39:59,940 --> 00:40:01,850 I�m a friend of Callie�s. 576 00:40:02,340 --> 00:40:07,770 And I was there, the night�she died. 577 00:40:08,550 --> 00:40:12,250 I wanted to speak, because I really loved her, 578 00:40:12,250 --> 00:40:16,750 and I wanted to talk about who she was to me�and to us. 579 00:40:17,360 --> 00:40:23,060 Which is this brave, brazen, totally heroic person. 580 00:40:24,300 --> 00:40:31,610 This rock climbing, body surfing, back talking, truth- or- dare champion. 581 00:40:31,810 --> 00:40:36,210 I never even once saw her scared�before. 582 00:40:39,580 --> 00:40:43,300 I guess what I really want to say to her is� 583 00:40:45,800 --> 00:40:49,700 we were just pretending to be this thing that we�re not, 584 00:40:50,870 --> 00:40:55,000 I don�t think, and then she was this thing that she�s not� 585 00:40:57,600 --> 00:41:00,690 I�m sorry. 586 00:41:00,930 --> 00:41:06,240 But when she saw that it was us, she had this look like, 587 00:41:08,660 --> 00:41:10,660 �How could this be you? � 588 00:41:17,200 --> 00:41:18,700 Mrs. Mortimer? 589 00:41:49,030 --> 00:41:51,930 I�m sorry, but� I just didn�t know what to say. 590 00:41:52,590 --> 00:41:53,590 What? 591 00:41:53,590 --> 00:41:57,690 The mother, Mrs. Mortimer, y�know? I just �I don�t �I didn�t know what to say to her. 592 00:41:57,790 --> 00:42:01,490 You didn�t really have to say anything. I didn�t. 593 00:42:01,690 --> 00:42:06,190 Yeah, but, like�hug her? Don�t hug her, y�know? I freeze up. 594 00:42:06,290 --> 00:42:11,990 You can�t think about it. You just have to really be there with them. Just�be present. 595 00:42:16,340 --> 00:42:17,740 I don�t think I can. 596 00:42:18,380 --> 00:42:19,680 Sure you can. 597 00:42:20,120 --> 00:42:24,220 No. Downstairs, y�know, it�s just a body. 598 00:42:24,700 --> 00:42:30,600 But up here, like this young girl, y�know, she�s someone�s sister and someone�s daughter, 599 00:42:30,600 --> 00:42:33,500 and I can�t help but to think, �Well, what if it was Julio? 600 00:42:34,300 --> 00:42:36,100 Or Vanessa, even? � 601 00:42:36,290 --> 00:42:38,200 Y�know, and I just can�t� 602 00:42:41,660 --> 00:42:44,260 You don�t ever think, �What if it was Maya? What if it was Lisa? � 603 00:42:44,260 --> 00:42:45,560 I don�t, actually. 604 00:42:46,810 --> 00:42:48,410 Not them. 605 00:42:49,310 --> 00:42:51,510 I can�t bring them in here with me, ya know? 606 00:42:51,610 --> 00:42:55,210 I just want them to be what�s good about life. That way I can come here and deal with what isn�t. 607 00:42:55,300 --> 00:42:57,600 That way I can come here and deal with what isn�t. 608 00:43:02,800 --> 00:43:04,300 Well, you�re lucky, then. 609 00:43:15,670 --> 00:43:16,810 So how�d it go last night? 610 00:43:16,810 --> 00:43:20,710 Awesome. I mean, we screwed up a lot, but no one noticed. 611 00:43:21,770 --> 00:43:23,620 It was fucking loud. 612 00:43:23,620 --> 00:43:26,920 Everyone was walking around with, like, cocktail napkins in their ears. 613 00:43:28,270 --> 00:43:29,770 So, listen, 614 00:43:31,640 --> 00:43:34,670 I kind of want to talk about this whole �seeing other people� thing. 615 00:43:41,790 --> 00:43:43,790 I�m not that into it. 616 00:43:48,380 --> 00:43:52,980 I mean�it makes me feel weird, you know, it�s like� 617 00:43:53,560 --> 00:43:58,660 if people are into each other, then that should be pretty much enough, y�know? 618 00:43:58,960 --> 00:44:00,660 At some point, yeah. 619 00:44:03,370 --> 00:44:04,570 What do you mean? 620 00:44:04,570 --> 00:44:08,570 Like when it gets really serious or whatever. 621 00:44:08,570 --> 00:44:11,070 Well, when does that usually happen for you? 622 00:44:11,070 --> 00:44:12,370 It depends. 623 00:44:12,370 --> 00:44:16,470 Okay. Well, how about, like, after a couple of months? 624 00:44:16,530 --> 00:44:18,090 You mean like us, now? 625 00:44:18,190 --> 00:44:19,710 Yeah. 626 00:44:19,910 --> 00:44:21,310 I don�t know. 627 00:44:26,010 --> 00:44:27,640 I mean, do you? 628 00:44:28,120 --> 00:44:30,920 Well, yeah, that�s what I�m saying. 629 00:44:31,670 --> 00:44:34,250 It�s just not really my thing to like sleep around. 630 00:44:34,250 --> 00:44:36,250 I�m not sleeping around. 631 00:44:39,120 --> 00:44:46,800 I just mean, I�m kind of a like one- at- a- time sexual person, I think. 632 00:44:50,380 --> 00:44:55,490 So�what do you think? 633 00:44:56,350 --> 00:44:58,350 I don�t think I�m there. 634 00:44:58,350 --> 00:45:01,850 Just not at this exact point in time. 635 00:45:01,850 --> 00:45:04,550 Well, why not? Is it �cause you like someone else better? 636 00:45:04,550 --> 00:45:08,050 No! So totally not! 637 00:45:08,990 --> 00:45:12,190 It�s just�it kind of has to be more organic for me, 638 00:45:12,190 --> 00:45:15,090 like not some kind of contract or whatever. 639 00:45:15,390 --> 00:45:17,090 It has to evolve. 640 00:45:21,140 --> 00:45:23,140 But I�m not saying it won�t. 641 00:45:24,050 --> 00:45:25,750 It so totally could. 642 00:45:25,750 --> 00:45:27,650 Well, not for me. Not when it�s like 643 00:45:27,650 --> 00:45:30,850 �You can�t come hear me play because there�s some other girl that�s gonna be there. � 644 00:45:34,200 --> 00:45:35,500 Yeah. 645 00:45:48,730 --> 00:45:52,100 So�that�s like it for you? 646 00:45:53,480 --> 00:45:54,680 I guess. 647 00:45:57,630 --> 00:46:01,930 Well, can I have a hug or something? 648 00:46:05,410 --> 00:46:08,010 No. I�m just gonna go. 649 00:46:53,020 --> 00:46:55,030 Hey, what are you doing? 650 00:46:55,680 --> 00:46:57,680 Nothing. Just watching this. 651 00:46:57,780 --> 00:47:00,980 Okay, but you can watch with us. 652 00:47:00,980 --> 00:47:02,480 Isn�t Maya sleeping? 653 00:47:02,480 --> 00:47:06,580 Yeah, but she doesn�t mind the TV, if it�s low, and I have a million things I need to ask you. 654 00:47:07,300 --> 00:47:08,100 Like what? 655 00:47:08,100 --> 00:47:11,700 Like, when do you want to do the child- proofing? 656 00:47:11,700 --> 00:47:14,100 And how should we deal with Maya while I look for a job? 657 00:47:14,100 --> 00:47:16,000 Because I don�t even know how to start thinking about� 658 00:47:16,000 --> 00:47:20,000 Then don�t. Not yet, just take a break. We�re not paying rent. 659 00:47:20,000 --> 00:47:21,800 Yeah, but we can�t stay here forever. 660 00:47:21,800 --> 00:47:24,800 Not forever, but we can relax for a few days, can�t we? 661 00:47:33,720 --> 00:47:35,750 Oh, also I need to talk to you about vaccinating. 662 00:47:35,850 --> 00:47:39,850 I�ve downloaded a ton of information from the Internet, and I�m still really against it, but.. 663 00:47:39,850 --> 00:47:42,950 you haven�t really weighed in. God knows your mother wants it. 664 00:47:43,400 --> 00:47:45,900 Okay, print it out. I�ll take a look at it later tonight. 665 00:47:55,290 --> 00:47:56,590 Are you coming? 666 00:47:58,080 --> 00:48:00,180 Uh, okay, yeah. 667 00:48:06,190 --> 00:48:07,530 I do, I want to hear it! 668 00:48:11,350 --> 00:48:13,350 Elton John�s �Rocket Man. � 669 00:48:13,350 --> 00:48:17,950 �I miss the Earth so much, I miss my life. � 670 00:48:17,950 --> 00:48:21,250 �Miss my life. � 671 00:48:21,250 --> 00:48:24,150 �It�s lonely out in space. � 672 00:48:24,150 --> 00:48:24,950 That�s me! 673 00:48:25,550 --> 00:48:26,650 You sound good. 674 00:48:26,650 --> 00:48:29,250 Yes, I happen to have a very nice voice. 675 00:48:29,350 --> 00:48:30,450 Well, did I ever say you didn�t? 676 00:48:30,450 --> 00:48:31,750 Well, practically. 677 00:48:31,750 --> 00:48:33,150 I just don�t like it when you sing at me. 678 00:48:38,400 --> 00:48:41,710 �And I think it�s gonna be a long, long time 679 00:48:41,710 --> 00:48:45,110 Till touchdown brings me round again to find. 680 00:48:45,110 --> 00:48:49,710 �I�m not the man they think I am at home 681 00:48:50,440 --> 00:48:54,490 Oh, I�m a rocket man 682 00:48:55,410 --> 00:48:59,920 Rocket man, burning out a fuse up here alone. � 683 00:49:01,870 --> 00:49:05,160 Oh, shit! We�re supposed to be going against traffic. 684 00:49:05,990 --> 00:49:07,410 There might be an accident. 685 00:49:13,740 --> 00:49:15,470 It looks like it might be picking up. 686 00:49:15,770 --> 00:49:17,470 Not much. 687 00:49:19,370 --> 00:49:21,210 Who knows when we�re gonna get home now? 688 00:49:24,110 --> 00:49:25,910 I knew we shouldn�t have stopped for food. 689 00:49:25,910 --> 00:49:30,010 It�s lucky we did. We�re going to get home too late to make anything now. 690 00:49:31,050 --> 00:49:32,050 It�s not my fault! 691 00:49:32,050 --> 00:49:34,850 You had to spend an hour at the Mikasa outlet store. 692 00:49:36,660 --> 00:49:39,860 And I gotta do laundry tonight. My uniform stinks. 693 00:49:42,470 --> 00:49:44,410 I really have to learn this. 694 00:49:44,410 --> 00:49:46,410 These are cold. 695 00:49:46,430 --> 00:49:49,290 �And I think it�s gonna be a long, long time 696 00:49:49,290 --> 00:49:52,690 Till touchdown brings me round again to find 697 00:49:52,690 --> 00:49:56,190 I�m not the man they think I am at home 698 00:49:57,780 --> 00:50:00,510 Oh, no, I�m a rocket man�� 699 00:50:08,470 --> 00:50:13,470 sync: youyoup www.forom.com 0 00:00:0,500 --> 00:00:2,00 www.tvsubtitles.net